I’ve been highlighting ways I've used Initiator-Inquirer when working with couples who have experienced infidelity. Recently I shared a role play with a couple we called Logan and Marta. I demonstrated how I might work with Marta, who had been cheated on in the Initiator role. You can find that exchange right here.
Now today, I’m going to shift to the part of the role play demonstrating how I might work with the other partner, Logan, in his role as the Inquirer. I began by feeding him a question:
Ellyn: Can you ask her to tell you what it's like to be tracking you?
Logan: Can you tell me what it's like to be tracking me?
Marta: Oh my God! It's exhausting, because it's not how I want to be, and I would hate it if you were tracking me. And so, like every minute of every day I'm trying to figure out, am I going to look at your phone or am I not? Am I going to look at your computer or am I not? And I mostly don't. But then I keep going back and forth. It's so exhausting.
Logan That sounds exhausting.
Ellyn: There's a part of you that can really get that it’s wearying and exhausting, is that right?
Logan: Yeah. And you know, of course, I don't want her to have to do that and she's right I would never, I wouldn't spend my time that way.
Ellyn: So, you wouldn't want to spend your time that way.
Ellyn: And you can understand that she doesn't want to spend her time that way. Do you understand that she isn't sure yet that you will handle the part of you that lied to her?
Logan: I want us to just move on, no, I don't think I totally understand that because at some point I think we just have to…
Ellyn: It's not that simple. It would be really nice if it was. It'd be really great. But there was a part of you that was able to lie and hide and I don't think that part has faced himself
yet. Like how come, and what made it easier? I know there were things in the relationship that we've talked about but for you, what makes it a choice to lie?
Logan: Do I have to talk about that now?
Ellyn: You don't have to talk about it right this minute, but I wonder how you feel as I'm holding up that mirror.
Logan: I think that's where I want to just solve the problem and not have to really spend all that much time there. It makes a lot of sense to me when we talked about how she's participated in that because you know, I don't talk about what my feelings are. I don't know, you know.
Ellyn: See, my guess is that you're starting to feel a little bit anxious since I'm holding up that mirror. And maybe it would feel a lot easier to talk about what’s going on between the two of you rather than face more difficult feelings.
I know what I'm bringing up is a challenge. So maybe you could just say back to her, “I hear what you're saying, and Ellyn is right, this is scary for me.”
Logan: I hear what you're saying, and this is where it gets scary for me.
Ellyn: And how was that for you to be that honest with her right now?
Logan: It's different from what we're used to doing. Usually, I would just not really do that. So, it feels very new, different.
Ellyn: New and different. And it's exactly this kind of new and different that's going to start making a real difference in your partner being able to let go of monitoring you and you being able to come forward and talk about what really was going on.
Marta: Come off it! Quit coddling him. This is ridiculous, I don't care that he's scared, that's ridiculous.
Ellyn: Well, you may not care that he's scared but I know one thing, you care about him not lying to you.
Marta: Well, yeah, but he should just do that. That's part of being a good partner.
Ellyn: But you know what? He's not ready, he hasn't been ready for that. You may have a fantasy about what your relationship is going to be like, and how you want him to be. But who he really is, is not that fantasy.
You see, he comes to your relationship with his own issues, just like you do. And I don't know enough about his history yet, but I do know that some part of him learned early on to protect himself by not being direct with women. And I don't know if that's his mom. I don't know where that comes from, but I know that it's been scary for him to be direct with you. And unless we can create the space in this room to find out what that's about, and why it's scary, and until you learn how to hear things that are hard for him to say, you guys will keep repeating the same pattern.
Marta: Yeah. That's what I'm scared of.
Ellyn: Yeah. And for good reason. So, your fear is right. Your fear is in reality right now. And what's good about what you did today is you took a real step forward because you brought it out in the open. Now the hard part is going to be next week when he initiates something about why telling the truth is tough for him, and you and I will need to find a way to hear where that resides in him.
Marta: Yeah. I'm not excited about that.
Ellyn: (to Marta) But I know you're not excited about future infidelity either.
Ellyn: Sometimes you have to go through really hard things to prevent what would be even worse.
When I’m working with a couple like this, and when it's hard to get through and one person just wants to put it all on the other person, I’m always looking for ways to help them understand that I get it, and I’m on their side. I’m always trying to communicate that, to be effective in a relationship you have to be able to listen, and you have to get to the place where you can be open, or the relationship will never progress.
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